Are you afraid of getting hurt again? Do you feel stuck?

Have you stopped living, loving and trusting yourself and others. Have you found it easier to shut down, withdraw or become invisible? Do you feel bad shit is always happening to you?

I can help you.

Why I do what I do?

I know what this is like, I’ve been there and even at times still go there. I will admit I am not perfect but my life is so much better than it used to be. This is why I am a healer, I wish to help others like me.

“My story, my stuff” used to rule my life. Like many people I too experienced a few hurtful events when I was young but as I got older I believed they were all in my past, I moved on from them and there was nothing to heal. Funny thing though, I came to discover that these past hurts were still very much alive in my present life. I just hide them very well.  When I started looking closer at my patterns, beliefs and actions, or non-actions, I realized that I formed them from these wounds. I did it out of love because I wanted to make sure they would never happen to me again, I didn’t want to feel that hurt and pain ever.

But what really happened was the exact opposite. I ended up putting myself in a box, living a half-ass-life in fear. When I started my self-discovery and healing journey what I found underneath “my cover up” was surprising. I was someone who thought they were not good enough; jealous & envious of others success; afraid of making a mistake or failing; wore a mask to hide my true feelings; unresolved emotions like anger and sadness; floated through life without purpose; lived a lot in my head to escape and was afraid to open up or let people get close. How could I not have seen all this? Well remember I was protecting myself so I had to keep the unhealthy side-effects of my stay safe plan hidden.

Wow it was mind blowing! I limited my life so much. My situation all began to make sense now, how this plan to keep me safe was the reason I was struggling financially, I had low self-worth, I didn’t have many close friends, I was unable to trust myself and others; I avoided things that I would fail at. I always thought my problems were outside me, I was a victim of circumstances. But I no longer believe this.

I realized this old plan was no longer working for me, so I decided I had to become a fearless soul. One who learns and finds the teachings from these so called negative events. I could no longer see myself as a victim. I had to face my fears and take my life back. I did have control of my circumstances. I was in charge of my destiny. I’ve learned, evolved and healed a lot on my journey. I’ve changed many of my stories, I now take more risks, I am able to be vulnerable, I’ve created many meaningful relationships, I face the things that used to scared me. I am worth it.

I gained and acquired many tools that have helped me get to where I am so today. I am confident that I too can help others like myself. I love working and sharing my gifts, talents, techniques, yoga and shamanism with others who have experienced the same struggles as me so they too can start living a more joyful, present, alive and fearless life.