Getting Unstuck: Defense Mechanism Revealed

I journeyed to a challenging place yesterday. I went to see my Lower Self so they would reveal to me, help me understand and heal my defense mechanism I used to cope with my struggles with never having enough money.

This is an issue I rarely share with people, I pretend like everything’s OK because of my fears and limiting belief. I believed that as a self employed person I should never tell anyone that I struggle with making money. I feared that no one would want my business if they knew I was not a complete success.

The journey showed me what, why and how I got stuck.

I was shown I keep myself in a place of lack so I would be accepted by my family and friends. There was a fear of rejection as well as a deep need to be loved. I believed that if I got rich or successful I would no longer be able to be a part of my family circle. The message was stay small, ordinary and mediocre and you will be liked, loved and accepted. Don’t get too big.

All this was healed, transformed, thanked and honored for bringing me to this point but I am now ready to live out the healing and do the work.

A new mechanism was created, which I have stepped into and made part of me. I have a new set of beliefs around success and money. I am no longer afraid of rejection. I now believe the more I grow so will my circle of friends and family.

I have arrived at a place where I feel more grounded and open to be myself.

So thank you Lower Self for showing me the answers, the teachings and the profound healing.

So yes Lower Self “I will stop holding on to things”

Chi Meegwetch

Join my Fanny Pack Revolution!

Alternative Healers are often called Light Workers.

The Light usually referring to the energy we work with. But I see this title in a another light (hehe sorry for the pun).

I often hear from my clients when asked after a session how they feel they say, “Lighter”.

So yes I am a Light Worker. I help clients feel lighter. How? The work I do helps removes dark heavy energy from the energy bodies (Physical. mental, emotional and Spiritual). Also as importantly is how it bring into the light our past wounds, those painful and un-forgiven events that we are still carrying and holding on to. It is when we bring them into the light, we can heal them, learn from them and let them go.

If we see these wound as personal baggage we soon realize over time, long or short, that we have gathered more than we can carry, the load has become very heavy, almost unbearable.

As we all know as we move through life hurtful things can happen to us, and unless we deal with and heal them at that moment they tend to stick around.  We often store them some place and say we will take care of it at a later time.  But life tends to push us forward and we don’t do anything with the hurt but carry it with us.

Be simple, don’t carry the baggage of the past, open your hands, and let it go.
– Debasish Mridha

So does this sound familiar?

You carrying all these bags, perhaps you have so many that you now need cart to hold them all. You wonder why you feel so weighed down, not realizing how much you have accumulated, taken on, feel obliged to carrying. We don’t get them all at once since gradually added one at a time. Now unaware why you are finding it a challenge to move forward, to reach your goals or your dreams. You feel STUCK right? It’s because you haven’t realized how heavy the load has become.

So are your ready to get lighter? You know you don’t have to carry them anymore. It’s my passion, my duty as a healer you can say, to help and be of service to you all and support you to to drop those bags.

So let’s try on something new! I would like to inspire you to trade in all those heavy bags for a fanny pack.

Yes, a fanny pack! You remember those? Cheesy as they are, especially if you were a kid of the 80s and 90s, you’ll think so.  Funny thing is, they are making a come back AND I believe they are coming back for a purpose.

Fanny packs are great! They are light, carry just the essential and are hands free.

So if you are ready to join my fanny pack revolution, contact me, book a session to get started on lightening your load, free yourself from the past, get unstuck and fulfill your goals, dreams and live out your destiny. I would love to work with you, contact me today!.

DIVINE MUSINGS

Fanny Pack

by Jennifer Jasvinder Malisauskas

Fanny Pack
Oh Fanny Pack
You may be really wack
But you do more for me
Than any other accessory
You carry the small stuff
Stuff I can handle
Those big things have always been a gamble
Never knowing when they will stop me
When they will come out
Screaming and Shouting, victim erupt
You are light and usually tacky and bright
How I’ve always dreamed my life to be
Merry, fun, corny and full of serendipity!